Fuck. I thought I was getting better today, I felt that little twinge of optimism come back into my consciousness for a little while earlier. But now… Now… Well fuck, from the outside I look normal and calm, but every fibre of me inside is screaming and freaking the fuck out about every tiny little issue I currently have in my thoughts and I don’t know how the fuck to reign it in. Which is only making the feeling worse. I hope tomorrow is better.